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My Favorite Child

ā€œDonā€™t you want me too, Mommy?ā€ my son Cameron asked. He wriggled in the middle of our bed, outside the two lines formed by my daughter Caraā€™s body and my own. His vulnerable question transported me back three decades in time. I was once again a young girl, sitting with my mother on the edge of her bed, confronting her for the first time about her obvious favoritism for my one and only sibling. ā€œYou like Amber better than me!ā€ I whined. It was a scene straight out of ā€œThe Brady Bunch,ā€ with me cast as the oft-ignored Jan. But there was no laugh track in that bedroom with the coffee-bean colored hardwood floors, no warm-hearted denouement within 28 minutes whereby Mike and Carol dipped their heads into my room to assure me I was an equal. ā€œNo I donā€™t,ā€ Mommy answered, and turned her head down and to the left, but not far enough to hide the smirk on her face. My motherā€™s preference for my big sister was apparent long before she admitted it. Amber was the baby she had wanted forever, the ...